On the way to the workshop it was though to get a cab to where I needed to go so it took lots and lots and lots of phone calls to make myself understood about where exactly I was going which is Hein boeicoposeweg I think that is how it is called. But it was hell to talk to six different Dutch people who didn’t have a clue of what I was saying! Damn that took me to hell and back… I was afraid I would get lost. But then everything just went really well managed to get the correct pronunciation and got to the place! Continue reading
That it was my choice but it was very important for me to attend this workshop and that a lot of work had gone into making this happen… They were even showing me some of the implications for the events that were to follow – that I had come here to do work with humanity on this part of our development. This went on for about 30 minutes. Then I agreed to go then it stopped. I got up, had some tea, then went back to bed. Continue reading
Return to the Ayahuasca workshop…
My second Ayahuasca journey… I have to say, after my first workshop my life had transformed in a big way. I had not only been happier within myself and healthier in my lifestyle, my levels of well-being were on a high. I have to say the effects for me were prominent for almost three to six months – I am not sure why. Continue reading
Bound to you…
Yet I am still bound to you
I work on my self night and day
I am still bounded by love
I worship no one but this light
and it still binds me to all of you Continue reading
for you
Touch your your heart
don’t be shy
just reach out and touch
take a deep breath
slow that beat
fill your heart with joy Continue reading
Smile…
Smiling at being present
I am here and I breath I am here,
and there I am again here…
can’t help but smile
and it extends for one side to another
and then I breathe again and it is true I am still really here
and it feels so so so good Continue reading
Awaken
I woke up!
today I’ve awoken…
Today I woke up feeling…
I had been asleep for a long time.
Divine Intimacy
Love and gratitude are sweet blessings
they are free and don’t cost a thing
They require you to see with your heart
So don’t close your heart
Walk away…
Walk away
I got this far and yet I still find dead wood on me
see it in how different moments change me
I change and I lose track of me of time
I lose track of how
I see
Odette be…
Odette be…
Listening to my heart,
I pay attention to the many humdrum and the rhythm
of beats and vibrations resonating vibrating all over every inch of my entire body
my nerve centre and senses connect
Vibrations, sound and the sound is the law
one with the law and eternity…